暮光之城?暮色 第25期:打開(kāi)的書(shū)(6)

[00:00.00] Mike caught up to us as we walked in the doors, laughing, with ice melting the spikes in his hair. 邁克在我們進(jìn)門(mén)時(shí)哈哈大笑地追上了我們，融冰在將他的發(fā)穗上慢慢化開(kāi)。 [00:05.20] He and Jessica were talking animatedly about the snow fight as we got in line to buy food. 我們排隊(duì)買(mǎi)飯的時(shí)候，他和杰西卡在繪聲繪色地談?wù)摯蜓┱痰那樾巍? [00:11.59] I glanced toward that table in the corner out of habit. 我習(xí)慣性地瞥了角落里的那張桌子一眼， [00:15.18] And then I froze where I stood. 然后就僵在那兒了。 [00:17.51] There were five people at the table. 桌上坐著5個(gè)人。 [00:20.38] Jessica pulled on my arm. 杰西卡拽了一下我的胳膊。 [00:22.09]" Hello? Bella? What do you want?" "喂?貝拉?你要點(diǎn)兒什么?" [00:25.45] I looked down; my ears were hot. 我垂下頭望著地上;雙耳滾燙。 [00:28.13] I had no reason to feel self conscious, I reminded myself. 我沒(méi)有理由感到不好意思，我提醒自己。 [00:31.34] I had not done anything wrong. 我沒(méi)做錯(cuò)什么。 [00:33.04]" What's with Bella?" Mike asked Jessica. "貝拉怎么啦?"邁克問(wèn)杰西卡。 [00:37.17]" Nothing," I answered. "沒(méi)事兒，"我回答， [00:38.61]"I 'll just get a soda today." I caught up to the end of the line. "今天我就要一杯蘇打水。"我追上了隊(duì)尾。 [00:41.29]" are not you hungry?" Jessica asked. "你不餓?"杰西卡問(wèn)。 [00:44.46]" Actually, I feel a little sick," I said, my eyes still on the floor. "實(shí)際上，我有點(diǎn)兒不舒服，"我說(shuō)，雙眼依然望著地上。 [00:50.20] I waited for them to get their food, and then followed them to a table, my eyes on my feet. 我等候他們買(mǎi)好飯，然后跟著他們?nèi)チ艘粡堊雷?，兩眼看著自己的雙腳。 [00:55.44] I sipped my soda slowly, my stomach churning. 我不緊不慢地啜飲自己的蘇打水，胃里直翻騰。 [00:59.12] Twice Mike asked, with unnecessary concern, how I was feeling. 邁克問(wèn)了兩遍，瞎操心，問(wèn)我感覺(jué)如何。 [01:03.31] I told him it was nothing, but I was wondering if I should play it up and escape to the nurse's office for the next hour. 我告訴他沒(méi)事兒，可我心里在想，下節(jié)課我是不是應(yīng)該裝不舒服，逃到護(hù)士辦公室去。 [01:11.11] Ridiculous. 可笑。 [01:12.32] I should not have to run away. 我又沒(méi)做虧心事，憑什么非得逃跑啊? [01:14.48] I decided to permit myself one glance at the Cullen family's table. 我決定讓自己再瞥愛(ài)德華他們幾個(gè)坐的那張桌子一眼。 [01:18.19] If he was glaring at me, I would skip Biology, like the coward I was. 要是他在瞪我的話(huà)，我就逃掉生物課了，就像從前一樣，再當(dāng)一回膽小鬼。 [01:24.43] I kept my head down and glanced up under my lashes. 我沒(méi)抬起頭來(lái)，而是從睫毛下面往上瞥了一眼。 [01:27.59] None of them were looking this way. 他們誰(shuí)都沒(méi)望著這個(gè)方向。 [01:30.05] I lifted my head a little. 我稍微抬了抬頭。 [01:32.09] They were laughing. 他們?cè)诠笮Α? [01:33.33] Edward, Jasper, and Emmett all had their hair entirely saturated with melting snow. 愛(ài)德華、賈斯帕和埃美特的頭發(fā)全都讓融雪徹底浸透了。 [01:39.44] Alice and Rosalie were leaning away as Emmett shook his dripping hair toward them. 愛(ài)麗絲和羅莎莉正歪向一側(cè)，因?yàn)榘Ｃ捞貨_她倆在使勁兒甩著滴水的頭發(fā)。 [01:44.17] They were enjoying the snowy day, just like everyone else -only they looked more like a scene from a movie than the rest of us. 他們?cè)诒M情享受雪天的樂(lè)趣，就像所有其他人一樣——只是他們比我們其余的人更像是某部電影里的一個(gè)鏡頭。 [01:51.39] But, aside from the laughter and playfulness, there was something different, and I could not quite pinpoint what that difference was. 不過(guò)，除了笑聲和頑皮之外，還是有一些不一樣的地方，是什么地方不一樣，我說(shuō)不太準(zhǔn)確。 [01:58.48] I examined Edward the most carefully. 我對(duì)愛(ài)德華的觀察最為仔細(xì)。 [02:00.57] His skin was less pale, I decided -flushed from the snow fight maybe -the circles under his eyes much less noticeable. 他的皮膚沒(méi)那么蒼白了，我判定——或許是打雪仗打紅了的——他眼睛下面的眼圈遠(yuǎn)沒(méi)有前幾天那樣明顯了。 [02:10.15] But there was something more. 但還不止這些。 [02:12.12] I pondered, staring, trying to isolate the change. 我一邊盯著瞧，一邊回想，試圖找出是哪里有了變化。 [02:16.10]" Bella, what are you staring at?" "貝拉，你在盯著瞧什么呀?" [02:17.90] Jessica intruded, her eyes following my stare. 杰西卡擾亂了我的思路，她順著我的目光看了過(guò)去。 [02:21.49] At that precise moment, his eyes flashed over to meet mine. 就在那一刻，他的目光閃過(guò)來(lái)和我的碰了個(gè)正著。 [02:26.53] I dropped my head, letting my hair fall to conceal my face. 我低下了頭，讓頭發(fā)垂下來(lái)遮住了我的臉。 [02:31.13] I was sure, though, in the instant our eyes met, that he did not look harsh or unfriendly as he had the last time I 'd seen him. 雖然我們的目光只有那么一霎那的交匯，然而，我可以有把握地說(shuō)，他的目光不像上次我看到他時(shí)那么銳利和不友好了。 [02:37.17] He looked merely curious again, unsatisfied in some way. 他顯得只是又很好奇了，還有些不滿(mǎn)。 [02:43.43]" Edward Cullen is staring at you," Jessica giggled in my ear. "愛(ài)德華·卡倫在盯著你看呢，"杰西卡在我耳邊咯咯地笑著說(shuō)道。 [02:47.21]" He does not look angry, does he?" I could not help asking. "他看上去沒(méi)有生氣，對(duì)吧?"我禁不住問(wèn)道。 [02:52.39]" No," she said, sounding confused by my question. "對(duì)，"她說(shuō)，聽(tīng)上去好像讓我給問(wèn)糊涂了， [02:56.02]" Should he be?" "他應(yīng)該生氣嗎?" [02:57.04]" I do not think he likes me," I confided. "我認(rèn)為他不喜歡我，"我吐露了自己的想法。 [03:00.33] I still felt queasy. 我還是感覺(jué)要吐。 [03:02.08] I put my head down on my arm. 我把頭放到了胳膊上。 [03:04.33]" The Cullens do not like anybody ...well, they do not notice anybody enough to like them. "卡倫他們幾個(gè)誰(shuí)都不喜歡……唔，他們對(duì)誰(shuí)都不多瞅幾眼，怎么會(huì)喜歡呢? [03:09.52] But he's still staring at you." 不過(guò)他還在盯著你瞧呢。" [03:12.39]" Stop looking at him," I hissed. "別看他了，"我噓聲說(shuō)道。 [03:16.54] She snickered, but she looked away. 她發(fā)出了竊笑，但還是把目光移開(kāi)了。 [03:19.12] I raised my head enough to make sure that she did, contemplating violence if she resisted. 我抬起頭看了看她，以確認(rèn)她沒(méi)有繼續(xù)在看愛(ài)德華，思量著要是她拒不服從，我就使用暴力。 [03:25.32] Mike interrupted us then ?he was planning an epic battle of the blizzard in the parking lot after school and wanted us to join. 這時(shí)，邁克打斷了我們——他正在籌劃放學(xué)后在停車(chē)場(chǎng)搞一次超大規(guī)模的雪仗，并且想要我們參加。 [03:32.19] Jessica agreed enthusiastically. 杰西卡熱烈響應(yīng)， [03:34.57] The way she looked at Mike left little doubt that she would be up for anything he suggested. 她看邁克的那副樣子，叫人看了絲毫不會(huì)懷疑，邁克讓她干什么她都會(huì)乖乖地去干。 [03:39.37] I kept silent. 我保持沉默。 [03:41.32] I would have to hide in the gym until the parking lot cleared. 我恐怕得躲在體育館里，等停車(chē)場(chǎng)沒(méi)人了再出來(lái)。

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